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Hello! I'm a shit artist but a gold star friend~

I will love you even if I don't talk to you (because I'm awkward and nervous all. the. time.) My life goals are self development and perusing happiness. You probably won't hear from me much but that doesn't mean I'm not secretly lurkin' ya profile. Muah. Constantly angry and sad, but I really enjoy eating to the point of regret and physical pain. wah. See you soon. <3


Achievements:


South Fork Talent Show 2011, 2015, 2016 (1st Place)

Christian Country Talent 2014 (1st Place), 2015 (2nd Place)

North Mac Art Fair 2014 (First, Second (x2), Third, Fourth Place Ratings)

New Berlin Art Fair 2014- Graphic Design Category (Honorable Mention)

IHSA Solo and Ensemble 2015 (39/40 Superior Rating), 2016 (40/40 superior rating (Perfect possible score)), Clarinet 31/40 Excellent Rating, Duet 36/40 Superior Rating)

IHSA Solo and Ensemble 2016 (Illinois Best of Day Award)
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Hey guys!

    I know I've been super inactive for hmm... about over a year.. BUT
I'm here, and hopefully I won't disappear again!

    As you can probably tell, I've been in an art rut for a very long time. But not just an art rut..an entire existential crisis. And because of this, I've made a whole lot of embarrassing forum threads. please don't try to unearth them lmao. -and I've also gone through long periods of inactivity and have been making a lot of very uuuglyyy artwork. However, please be lenient with me!

    I feel like I've hit a mid-life crisis and I'm not even in my 20s yet :l. Between now and since I stopped being completely indulged in my own weeaboo OC fetish shit art, a whole lot has happened to me that's changed me as a person. I am completely different now than I was just a few months ago, let alone a year ago. I went from 170lbs to 130lbs within a few weeks, then back to 160lbs after months of solid starvation. I've continued to go through severe depressive stages (I'm assuming I'm manic depressed but have not been officially diagnosed), which have increasingly gotten worse as of late due to new medicines that were forced upon me. I've started having panic attacks and hyperventilating....which I'm not trying to get attention from. In fact, they have been causing a whole lot of social problems for me. I've been struggling with myself, my appearance, and my identity for the past several years and I didn't know where to turn. 

    But I've realized something.

After finally talking to someone with the same problems as me, the first person who has been able to exactly describe the feelings I have been having through their own experience, they have taught me something very important. For so long I've been struggling to overcome my feelings and to be a normal person, and because of that, my feelings have just been getting worse and more horrific. But what that person said to me was, "There is no cure to having anxiety and being depressed. You're going to have okay days, and you're going to have really, really horrible days. You're always going to cry just as you do now. But that's a part of you that you just have to learn to accept and live with." Which.. that doesn't seem like a huge, revolutionary idea, but it made me realize that who I am and how I'm feeling is okay. 

    I'm almost completely sure nobody will read this post. In fact, a lot of you who have watched and accompanied me though the old times don't even use dA anymore. -But I'm posting this for myself as an opening to a new life. Though I won't change anything by simply making this post, it will still be the beginning of my resurrection in the art world. Hopefully I will see you all again soon.  

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UncannyVin Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday~!
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Bookworm-Ninja Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
hey, happy birthday! here's a birthday cookie cookie 
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paesb Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
can i ask what gender you identify as? i don't want to use the wrong pronouns ^^'''
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Nyseh Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
u gave me my first Llama :D 
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NekoLeoCruz Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014
hahahaha  epic webcam XD
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faithnomorefan Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the llama :)
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ayumux Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch :iconbrohugplz:
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GalaxyKitty Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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GalaxyKitty Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey! I see you like My Chemical Romance, All American Rejects and Left for Dead...

You ma'am are awesome x3
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