Alright so if you've seen any of my other forum threads, you'd know that Im actually starting to come out about my domestic abuse situation. I could go on and on about the horrible things my mom has done that I have left out of my previous posts but that would be too long to type.
Well anyway I'm 17 and was just going to wait to move out but she tried to get me arrested. I'm currently typing on a kindle that I've kept hidden for emergencies.
It happened two days ago.
I went outside to ask her if I could go out with my boyfriend. It's the last week of summer and I hadn't gotten to do anything all summer. I was done babysitting but when i asked her she started nagging at me. Eventually we ended up arguing. Then she tried to hit me. I used to just let her hit me but I'm older now and I guess braver too. So I blocked her hit and I said "don't touch me." Then she said, "I can do whatever i want to you" and tried hitting me again. This time I blocked her hit and tried pushing her off of me but she wouldn't budge so I kicked her away. Then she flat out attacked me. I knew at that point I couldn't prevent a fight so I started wailing on her trying to get her off me. I was screaming and just punching her and punching her and didn't stop. Then she started taking my clothes off. We were in my yard and she had gotten my bra completely removed and was raising my shirt up so I had to grab my shirt and pull it down. Then she grabbed me by my hair and swung me onto the ground and sat on me. Then she started screaming, "someone help! I was just assaulted! Call the police!" I got up and cussed her out and went into my bedroom. She then called my grandma and told her that I ran out and attacked her for no reason. My grandma knows that me and her don't get along and she ALWAYS believes my mom's story. Grandma wanted to arrest me but instead she took me into custody and I've been at her house in the country doing work from dawn to dusk. I only have time to sneak online late at night like now. I'm pretty sure that she'll send me back home for school but I don't know what's going to happen if my mom decides to do this again. There's actually a lot more to the story but its too long to type but believe me it's still traumatic. I don't know what to do. Im so sick of waking up in the mornings and praying to God that shes in a merciful mood.I'm so sick of mentally preparing myself for stuff like this whenever she comes home from work. And no matter how hard I try, nobody ever believes me because my mom is just that good at hiding her true colors. Help me please. She makes me consider committing suicide and I'm not just saying that for attention. Please.
guys thank you but I've already been to child services and to the police about this. Nobody believes me and each time it happens, my mom gets sneakier and finds better ways to hide her trails. My whole family is in the dark about my mom's abuse and everyone takes her side even though they're never around when anything happens. The only person who has seen how my mom is is my boyfriend because she has done things to me without realizing I'm on face time with him. But obviously nobody is going to believe my 18 year old boyfriend either.