So I made a forum thread a while back talking about my emotionally abusive mother.
Everyone told me to tell the authority.. Her and I have had fights since then, and she's started putting her hands on me, so I finally talked to an adult from school about it.
I went there in search for guidance on getting emancipated, and yet all they did was call DCFS. I know they were just trying to help, but it has really complicated everything, and my mom is being very cruel to me now because she knows what I have done.
My mom was able to lie her way out of my case, and the DCFS social worker thinks that I have lied to her about everything. I lost.
But now I have something that's even more important to me that's gone wrong.
My mom forced my boyfriend to be involved. She has threatened our relationship and has threatened to put him in jail for rape (he's 18 and I'm 16) and it's put a lot of stress on both of us.
I've come to realize that I am overly dependent on him. I feel like he doesn't care about me anymore, which he obviously does since he's putting himself at risk of getting arrested to be with me. He's even said he's sick of me telling him I don't feel loved. In person, everything's alright, but when we're talking online, we just argue and I feel like shit, and he gets angry at me, and it's all just a mess. He won't be sweet to me anymore, and he just talks about how this whole thing is a burden on him and that he doesn't want to go to jail. He says he also doesn't feel loved by me. I really do love him, I wish he'd show me he loves me back a little more often. I just feel like a burden and that nobody's on my side. And me being too attached to him is a real problem, a real thing, but he thinks I'm just being stupid. I know I need to fix myself, cause I know my social problems, My depression, and this over dependence is a real problem. I don't know how to overcome them, because when I try to suck it up, I only feel worse. He says he doesn't know what to do.. And neither do I.